I don't want u anymore..

U hurt me too much.

I have a mark on my hand

while frying some tofu for raya dish, u know? or maybe u already knew it since I will always always hurt myself when I'm cooking.. and when it's raya.. there are amazingly dozens and dozens of cooking to finish..

It hurts.. ( ok, i m exaggerating but it did sting for a while.. )

and I would show it to u the first thing when i saw u.. so u would blow softly at it and pretend to put medicine on it.. and u would hold my hand and never let it go..

that is what I would normally do when I have a mark on my hand..

But since u are not here, I could not do that, could I? Nooo.. I don't think so..

But then, I would just look it everyday.. every minutes.. every second.. trying to see if the mark would go away.. that way, I would not have to try to think of an excuse.. to have u to see me.. so I could show u the mark..

to have u to blow it softly.. once again..

to have u to pretend to put some medicine.. once again..

to have u to hold my hand.. once again..

to have u to not let me go.. once again..

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Oh, darn Hari Raya!!! Why do u have to come..

Oh!

Selamat Hari Raya, uolls! in 5 days time..

Wah wah wahhhh.. Apakah?? Dah nk raya kah? Adoi.. Camne nk raya ni? Feel raya xmari lagi ni.. Really.. mg xfeel langsung.. langsung xprepare apa2 pun.. **iklan: masa skolah dulu, sl kena potong markah sb eja langsung.. lansung.. Apakah?**

Utk raya ni, saya xprepare apa2 pun.. baju xbeli.. cuma ada satu je.. sb dulu punya dulu.. dulu... saya ada beli kain sama corak ngan mak.. so bila mak buat baju dia.. dia buatkan utk sy skali.. at least ada lah satu baju raya..

kuih? xbuat.. beli je.. itupun adik yg incharge beli semua kuih2 tu..

bunga2an.. mak saya kata dia xakan feel raya jikalau rumahnya tidak ibarat taman bunga di hari raya.. pun dibeli oleh adik saya..

kemas rumah.. adik..

cuci tingkap.. ET..

cat rumah.. upah org..

Saya?

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' Selamat Hari Raya Semuaaaa!!! '